The Old/New is New/Old.
NYC. NYC. NYC. I was up there scouting the land and Brooklyn’s atmosphere was so different. Such an amazing place. Canon MKII and a 15mm fisheye.
Right now, I am experiencing a lot of animosity towards the church I recently left. I want to say so many things and ask so many questions, yet I feel apathy sometimes and passion others. What I do know right now is that there is a group of ‘Disbandeds’ here and on the net that have experienced the same that I have. Part of me wants to take up anger and experiences that are not mine. The only binding thing that I still hold with this church is my own word that I would not speak maliciously towards them.
Conversely, I am not bound to speak nice things or strictly good things – I have an obligation to be honest with myself and with others. I was more or less warned not to make conclusions or connect the dots… However, I feel that if I did not make conclusions, I would just be pulling the sheet over my head and continue to be ignorant to the reality of the situation.
Wow… It is so good to breathe.
So breathe and let the fresh air blow away those cobwebs and loosen the leaves that have attached themselves to your heart and mind. The wind sweeps garbage away. Oil soothes broken places, and rain purifies the earth. Let the master of elements purify, heal, and renew.
Matt
7 Mar 08 at 11:48.pm