REAWAKENING TO LIFE

NYC. NYC. NYC. I was up there scouting the land and Brooklyn’s atmosphere was so different. Such an amazing place. Canon MKII and a 15mm fisheye.

Right now, I am experiencing a lot of animosity towards the church I recently left. I want to say so many things and ask so many questions, yet I feel apathy sometimes and passion others. What I do know right now is that there is a group of ‘Disbandeds’ here and on the net that have experienced the same that I have. Part of me wants to take up anger and experiences that are not mine. The only binding thing that I still hold with this church is my own word that I would not speak maliciously towards them.

Conversely, I am not bound to speak nice things or strictly good things - I have an obligation to be honest with myself and with others. I was more or less warned not to make conclusions or connect the dots… However, I feel that if I did not make conclusions, I would just be pulling the sheet over my head and continue to be ignorant to the reality of the situation.

Wow… It is so good to breathe.

Ah, yes…. the first post with an image from my Canon Mark II and 24-70mm lens. This was a digital tirade I went on one late night in January. I couldn’t feel my stiff frozen fingers when I finally made it back to the car.

Some daily affirmations: I am who you say I am, and I do whatever I see you doing. I follow you as you convict and lead me, and I speak with you in mind. I am and you are, and we walk together. I remember that you never left me before, and you will never leave me ahead, and I live in constant and confident love.

Okay okay, this is not from DC. Agh - I forgot a card reader, so no up-to-the-minute updates…

BUT I have a few that I will be posting anyway. This is using my LCA with a cheap-o wide angle filter on it backwards. I don’t know how the scientifics of it, but it has a similar effect as a tilt-shift lens or like a peephole. This was the only good one that came out on the whole role.